I very rarely get nervous. I've found that the best cure for nerves is to prepare. Then, even if things don't go as planned, I know that I did all that I could leading up to the event.
Well, I am signed up for a 10K on Sunday and I am nervous.
Recently, my runs have sucked and I don't know why. There are legitimate factors like the heat, but I'm starting to wonder if I'm just in worse shape than I thought. I look back on my training log and before I got sick, I was cranking out awesome bricks... 15 mile bike rides followed by 6-8 mile runs at tempo pace. I'd been doing this weekly for about two months in addition to running three other times a week. But since I've been sick I've been having a hard time cranking out 6-8 mile runs at a slower pace and without the biking beforehand. I've been consistently hitting my other runs and those have been going great, but my long runs are really lacking. I can't figure out what is going on and I'm not sure what this is going to mean for my race on Sunday.
I also think some of this is psychological. This race last year was my first 10K in about a decade. Going in I was dehydrated, I rolled my ankle getting into the car the morning of, and I had no idea how to pace myself or what I was capable of. Even with all of that I far exceeded my expectations and had what, for me, was a really great race. Then in September, after a summer of marathon training, I smashed that solid performance with a 10K that I still can't believe I ran as fast as I did. That leaves me with a most recent 10K that is well out of my reach and a prior strong performance on this course... I have a lot to live up to with this race which compounds a bad two weeks of running.
I put off registering for this race all week but then I realized that NOT running this race because I was scared of doing poorly would be taking the easy way out and the wrong reason for not running. I'm not that person, so this morning I signed up. If nothing else, even if I have a bad race, I'm really glad I'm going to get out there and give it a go. Wish me and my nerves good luck 