Impossible2Possible
I’ve talked a lot about this group because I’m so excited to be working with them. Ray invited me to join him and Bob Cox for a camp in Canada in October. The problem is that October has 5 weekends:
- 2 I’m running marathons (Baltimore and MCM)
- 1 I’m at an all-day mindfulness meditation retreat
- 1 I’m vacationing in a cabin in upstate NY with some of my very best friends
- 1 I’m working (I work with kids so I work one weekend a month)
I was bummed that I’d need to sacrifice something in order to participate until Ray called me and told me that the camp would be November 14th and 15th (to mimic the arctic conditions they faced in Baffin Island!). Not only does it not conflict with races, school or personal obligations, but it’s the week before JFK50 meaning I won’t need to worry about running 30 miles at 3 am in Canada before working with 40 teenagers (although I bet between Ray and Bob I’d be able to find a running partner!). I’m amazed it all worked out and couldn’t be more excited. I’ll surely post more as this unfolds.
Ironman and Internship
Ahhhhhh. I said them. I said the “I” words. Ironman. Breath. Internship. Whoa!
I’m not sure which is scarier. I assume athletes read this blog so you know that an Ironman is a triathlon with a 2.4 mile swim, 112 mile bike and 26.2 mile run. For the non-psychologists, internship is a year-long placement necessary for me to get my Ph.D. I will be matched (think med school residency match) somewhere (anywhere!) in the US for a year which is both scary and exciting- just like the thought of an Ironman.
I was thinking about an Ironman in 2010, but I can’t get my biking where it needs to be in time. That makes 2011 the next possibility. The problem is, I’m eligible to apply for internship next Fall (2010). I’ve gotten good at juggling, but applying for internship next Fall would mean that I would be training for an Ironman while:
- Traveling the US interviewing for internship placements
- Trying to wrap up my dissertation for defense
- Moving my life somewhere between Pittsburgh and Seattle and
- Starting a new job
That is a bad idea. I’m good, but I’m human and I can’t swing all of that. I spoke with my advisor about my plan for the next few years and, without knowing about my Ironman concerns, she suggested that I take an extra year and apply for internship in 2011 (not 2010). This means that I can do it all- apply for a competitive research grant from NIH (an NRSA in case an academic reads this), work on my dissertation, apply for internship and train for an Ironman. How did that all work out?!
As I begin to compete more and my races become more extreme and require more preparation, I know that I’ll need to make tough decisions and begin to sacrifice, but right now it feels really good to have everything that is important to me falling into place. I sort of feel unstoppable which I hope is a feeling I can hold onto for JFK and IM2011


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