If you've got real problems, you should speak to a counsellor at school, or a doctor. Getting advice from people on the internet about it is not generally considered a recipe for success.
Sorry to seem insensitive, but this forum isn't the best place to discuss it in any case. The administration team have placed a description under the name "The gathering place for teen runners. (Running-related topics only please).", and I can see their point. If you want to discuss off topic stuff, you're better off finding another forum in my opinion.