I guess it really is true when they say misery loves company because hearing about you guys (dbbolt and zookeeperrunning) going through the same thing as me makes me feel a little bit better...which I know is REALLY bad to say
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Dbbolt, I was also pretty happy to be able to walk although maybe not as much as some others since I had never really stopped walking in some form or other with the boot on. I guess all of us being competitive, going slower than what we are use to is frustrating. You mention having to get new running partners, I can identify with that. I had finally gotten to the point where I could be in the same hemisphere with my Wednesday runners (not exactly running their pace but at least able to stay at least a block away, they are VERY fast), After the injury, I knew I wouldn't be able to do this anytime soon. What was even more disappointing is that my neighbor who I got into running about 10 months ago and who I could run at a pace at least 2 minutes faster then is now running at least 1 - 1 1/2 minutes faster than ME! The funny part of it is that at one time I ran a little slower so that he could keep up, now HE has to run a little slower so that I am not gasping for air. Don't get me wrong, I'm proud that he has continued to work on his running during the past 5 months of my recovery...it shows a great committement on his part to running. It's just that it is frustrating to not be able to get your body to do what you once did all the time. A good thing is that he is still running with me and has run with me in a few races already. It is still good to have a running buddy at the races and even if I cannot run like before at the moment, at least I can still compete on a regular basis, so it is not all bad. Like you dbbolt, I have been doing some bike riding which actually has been a change of pace and fun. Right now I don't think I am overtraining...I have made it a point to take more days off during the week than I once did to avoid this. You're right that Florida as a whole is fairly flat and can be hot. However in some parts (like Lakeland where I am running this weekend) has quite a few hills. I would love to run in New England one day.
zookeeperrunning wrote:
rocdoc,
I know exactly how you feel, and unfortunately I am unable to tell you what is going on or how to fix it!! For me, since getting back to running in August, I am still struggling with most of my runs! Now, I do have an occasional run where it feels wonderful, and I feel like I could go on and on. But mostly, I struggle just to get out the door, because I have such a hard time keeping myself going mentally once I start. My breathing is improving slowly, but I am still not where I was pre-injury. My miles are getting much better, currently at 6.5 miles, but for some reason, mentally, I am struggling. I try very hard to focus as much as possible on the music I am listening to, so I don't pay so much attention to how much farther I have to go. It has been more of a mental battle getting back into running then anything else. My breathing was horrible when I first started again this summer. It has definitely improved, but like I said, still not where it was before. My foot is doing better then I expected it to, though at times it does tire quite easily. But that I can deal with...I have been thinking that maybe I need to do more core strengthening to improve my breathing, which I hope will also improve my mental issues while running! I hope you find an answer to your question...I know how you feel. Sometimes I feel like such a jerk for the struggles I am now having, because I feel like I should be so grateful that at least I am now running again. Best of luck to you...Let's keep running and hopefully we can push through this barrier and find ourselves running happy like before!!
KEEP ON RUNNING!!
Carey
P.S. I forgot to touch on the pace...My pace still sucks!! I am still running about 2 minutes slower then I was before, no matter how far I run.
zookeeperrunning, you started running sooner than me so you have been dealing with this type of situation longer. I have to say, unfortunately, that I haven't had one of those 'wonderful running feelings' as if yet. I really wish I could get one again. I'm okay with getting out the door to run, but I am not really feeling the joy when I run. One thing you said that rings true with me is the mental struggle. Usually after I have run two miles, I am fine for the remaining miles. Now, I am thinking about the run more and having a hard time keeping my focus. My breathing has gotten a little bit better but I am still having a hard time getting a good rhythm.
I am going to also work more on the core strengthening to see if it helps with my breathing. Once I can get that part together, the rest may follow. I am grateful that I am running again but I guess it is just natural to want to do better.
Thanks to both of you for your comments and advice and good luck in getting the 'funk' out of your running! 