DJ
Man can I sympathize with what you are going through. I am a rather anal type persoanlity. I have read over a dozen books on running since November. I read the Chi Running, Natural Running, Pose Method of Running, and numerous others. I made a commitment to implement what I have distilled out of the three books I mentioned. There is not a Chi instructor in my state, so I am pretty much on my own. Unfortunately I am just a few months into getting back into running after decades off and many pounds on. It is hard for me to come to grips with how slow I am as what feels like my natural pace is faster than my condition will let me go for more than a mile so I end up slowing down anyway. I have been trying to increase my distance, increase my speed, implement the Chi/Natural/Pose running, while breaking in new shoes. I am, to put it mildly, "stupid".
Having said that I would recommend that you familiarize your self with Chi running by going to the web site: http://www.chirunning.com/ Browse around and try to get an idea of what Danny is trying to teach. If it looks good to you, buy the Chi Running book AND the Chi Running DVD. Then take it slow and easy. Probably the best thing that happened to me is a couple of minor injuries that forced me to do just that, take it easy.
I was amazed that when I would do my runs, I would try to run what felt like was an easy pace, I was hard presssed to run 3 miles and at times could only do 2 or 2.5. Earlier this week I took my first jog since my last injury. I forced myself to walk to warm up and then keep walking faster until it was easier to jog. I kept that jog pace without knowing how fast that was. It turns out that I had no problem running 3 miles and felt comfortable and as if I could just keep going, but I had only indended to run for two miles and 3 was more than I really should have.
It only took me 3 months and two injuries to learn to slow down. I will keep running very slow ( it turns out to be just over 11 min per mile) and be over conservative in my return from the injury, and my concentration on the new technique. The slow pace helped me feel the technique. It helped me learn more how it feels to do it right, and it taught me that if I want to increase my distance, I can do it easier at a slow pace. (Duh!) As I increase my conditioning, faster will be a by product.
The books tell you to "take it slow" meaning the transition. They say it takes most people about 6 months (and some a lot more) to get right. The first few attmpts should focus on no more than one of the features of the technique. As you get comfortable with the first feature, add another etc. Stretch out the learning process.
Look at what ever you decide to do as an investment: in you, in your health, in your mental alertness, in your outlook on life, on your self immage. It can be a BIG return and the quickest way to achieve it is to take it slow! Be easy on yourself. Your progress will be significantly faster if you don't injur yourself and become forced to lay off for a while to recuperate. An injury will not only stop you from running while you recupe, but you will have to gradually re-earn what you lost in conditioning after you get back on the road.
Be good to yourself. The rewards are as great as the people you will find here on the Penguin pages.
Goog running
Jack