PLEASE: Read this post if you're continuing to run on your injury!
Hi Everyone,
Since seeing Dr. Philippon (Steadman Clinic/Vail, CO), I kind of checked out from this post (which I first started this summer, I think). I kind of gave up and submitted to feeling completely overwhelmed trying to negotiate this. I have some updates, (and now I realize how stupid it was for me to drop out of contact because the people posting here are the ones who get it more than 99% of the folks in my world.)
Background:
The technical language for what my June MRI confirmed:
Tears through the lateral acetabluar labrum, some fluid, an edema in the right pubis symphysis, partial avulsion of that attachment of the tendon of the abductor longus muscle<br /><br />Dr. Philippon proposed this surgery: Right hip arthroscopy with labral repair, rim trimming (shaving my hip bone), and an osteoplasty. <br /><br />I continued to run, not in the same compulsive fashion I was, but not intelligently either. I could have scheduled the surgery much sooner, but I wasn’t ‘suffering’ beyond changing my running distances, and I was fighting insurance (and still don't have an answer from them, but I'm going ahead with the surgery anyway.) However, about 12 days ago (Thanksgiving night) I ended up in the ER in more pain than I have ever been in my lifeI was back the next morning and a shot of morphine and two pain pills got it bearable, but not good. For the last 12 days I have been on "bed rest" and drugs. I got fed up four days in and went to work for five hours and it was a huge mistake.
I have little idea what to do. I called the Steadman clinic but they are, at this point, not willing to re-consider my surgery date (March) and are referring to this as a "flare up." (?!) I'm seeing a sympathetic general prac tomorrow and she's hoping to call Steadman and advocate for them to at least see me, but I’m not too hopeful.
As far as what I'd beg any of you to hear—be careful if you have this injury! Even if it doesn’t ‘hurt’ right now. I did slow down my running, and in my mind I’d given up a lot of my neurotic training demands, but still, I continued to run on this, gently, maybe three times a week, a couple longer runs in the last 8 weeks (14 miles, 8 miles) and I didn't really feel too bad. This hit pretty suddenly (so it could for you, too!) Two weeks ago I came home from a shorter run (and pilates) and felt like something had 'changed.' Over four days, a new pain started, same exact area (I can feel exactly where my tears are) and this pain got worse and worseAt first I only felt pain when I was sitting in a erect position. This was the state I was in 24 hours before I ended up in the ER. I still don't know what happened, but I never experienced my initial injury like this (it was more an 'inkling' something was wrong after distance runs that sent me in for the MRI in Junebut no kind of real sustaining pain.)
So, that's my plug for you to all be careful.
I'm also wondering if anyone can help me. I feel like I'm so far out of league in negotiating this world. Because this is so specialized, I can't get anyone to see me. People tell me to get a second opinion, but from who? People tell me to be careful of ‘experimental surgery,’ but what other options are there? I'm terrified right now b/c I can't stay in this statebed rest and drugs until March. I'm wondering if I should push to get another MRI? I think my condition has dramatically changed. Also, is this just normal, to not be able to meet with these doctors or have much communication? Has anyone else ended up in the kind of shape I am now? I'm really scared not knowing what's going on with my body and what will be able to be done, and when. I also read this as being an 'experimental surgery' where we're not able to see what the results of this look like ten years down the road. Although, if one of you is running a marathon in six months, that might be all the hope I need for right now! So, any feedback would be heaven-sent.
I can't tell you how much it meant to read about those of that are running againI literally started crying when I read that b/c it's hard to believe I'll be out there again. I woke up this morning and thought, Long runs on Sundayno more. Thank you so much for reading thisI'll plan to be back on this post where the informed people are. It seems this exchange of information it pretty critical when it's not well discussed in the larger community (medical.) Any advice on how to navigates much appreciatedmy two cents are to be really careful with decisions on how to train/run if you think you have this injury. I can't get to my coffee pot without vicoden and crutches now--for 12 days. So let me be the "after dumb choices" picture....Best, Laura
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