Hi everybody!
I have been MIA a few days, because after Tuesday, my next scheduled run was Thursday. Even though I actually woke up at the 4:30 alarm and got dressed, I could not make myself leave the house. I decided to rest the hip some and just think things through. I guess I was just having a bad week, because I actually thought about giving up running. You know all the negative selftalk - "You're so slow and still fat. No way you're gonna be able to do well at this. Blah blah blah."
However, today was the Girls on the Run 5K and I had volunteered to be a Running Buddy for our school. I volunteered to hang back with the slower girls, so that all the girls would cross the finish line with an adult. It was all kinds of awesome fun. Although the forecast called for thunderstorms, the weather held out and it was a beautiful, sunny (if a bit warm) day to run. Best of all, my girls and I all crossed the finish line holding hands! It was one of those once-in-a-lifetime moments where you just KNOW you are where you are supposed to be. And although it wasn't officially timed, my Runkeeper says I did it in 51:15, which is amazing because I walked a lot! Mainly because my group of girls walked, but also because it was hot and I just couldn't run the whole thing. The thing is, last week, I ran the whole thing except two very short water/walk breaks and made it in 50 mins. This week, I walked probably half of the course and I did it in 51 mins. This tells me that my pace is picking up and if I can get my endurance up, I could hit my goal of a sub-45 5K!
Needless to say, the rush has me geeked up again. I am counting today as W1D1 of B210K (deleted Tuesday's journal). I had intended to do it just like Stuart said (10 min run/1 min walk) but in order to stay with my girls, I ended up walking a lot more and at different times than Stuart proscribed. No matter. It's on to D2 on Tuesday.
I am looking for more races and still hope to do a HM before the year is out.
I have missed you all and I'm so happy to hear everyone is doing well. Have a great weekend and remember to run happy!!