Re: Do you even CARE about being fast?
Yes and no. I'd love to be fast, but fast isn't ever going to happen. I would be more than happy to be able to run at an average pace--say 10, even 11 minute miles, occasionally a sub 10 in a short race. However, I'm not even close, and frankly I don't have so much weight left to lose that it is going to make much difference. I'm just slow and I have to accept that.
I love to run, but I don't like having to do regular speedwork--it makes me hate it. Sometimes I like to run faster, and I do like to enter races. On occasion, I like to do something like hill repeats, but when I try to do this on a regular basis, I start to dread it and to dread running.
I guess if I thought that I had a snowball's chance in **** to get to something like an 8 min pace, it would be worth it, but I'm at a point where I'd have to bust my *** for a year, maybe more, to get to an 11 min pace. The way I've run lately, I wonder if I'll ever see 12 min again! LOL! That isn't worth it. I'm almost 50 and have run for almost eight years (all of them either obese or overweight). Even when I get to my goal weight (less than 20 lbs away) I don't really see that I'm going to improve that much.
BTW, I'm about the same pace as pcsronbo in the 1/2 marathon. Both 1/2s I've run this year were a lot slower than the ones I ran in 2006, but they were done while lugging extra post-fall marathon depression & holiday pounds. My next half on Sunday, 3/25 will give me a better idea of where I am compared to last year since I set my PR at this race last year and will weigh about the same going into it, maybe even a little less.
In my imagination though, I'm one of the swift!
Mary