Until I started C25K three weeks ago, I hated running. I laothed it, despised it; wanted nothing to do with it. Oh I'd run before - in basic training, a few forced laps in school. It was awful. All my previous running followed the 'no pain, no gain' mantra. Running literally made me gag.
I look at C25K as a means to GENTLY introduce not just the body but the mind, the emotions to the art of running. There's nothing awful about the progression of each session or week & if some for various reasons, stall out somewhere, no one forcibly removes your running shows or calls your name out at the next General Meeting of the Runners' Hall of Shame. If you get stuck, stay where you're at until you get where you're going... then move on.
I tackled my first session with a degree of nervousness now that I can only wonder at. But at the time, based on previous experience, it was appropriate... for me. Because they emphasize warming up, SHORT running stints & a lot of walking, the sessions in week one brought me... SUCCESS! By George, I did it! I started week 2 far more confident. Yup, I wondered if I could cope with 90 seconds. I could & did. I finish week 3 tomorrow. Week four isn't scaring me. The only run I'm concerned with now is the 1st 20 minute run at the end of week 5. And I figure if I can do that one, I've got the rest licked.
If along the way, I can't complete a session as it's described, I won't have failed, I'll simply have NOT succeeded completely on that day. And in many ways, it will be a success. Why? Because first, I will have given it all I've got at the time. I will have learned one or more valuable lessons. Perhaps I won't have slept enough the previous night. Possibly I won't have eaten enough. It might be a cramp is too tough to run through right then & there or I go out too fast. But I won't have failed, I'll have learned something I can apply later. The only failure will be if I give up.
And I won't have anyone to answer to but myself.
My little runs would be snickered at by an experienced runner. I'm not laughing, I'm beaming with pride & pleasure. I'm enjoying working hard but working within my limits. I derive a lot of satisfaction out of honest sweat. I'm thrilled by little things such as logging my runs. I'm eager for my next sessions. C25K has for me, taken the athletes' mystique out of running & made running approachable... and doable. For me, it's a first step. Some may reach the end of the program & decide they're perfectly happy running 3 times a week for 30 minutes or 5k the rest of their running lives. And that's perfectly okay & more than most people ever do. Some see successful completion as a first step & are looking forward to the next running challenge.
We all have different reasons for doing this - each equally valid. We share a community full of support, advice, resources & warmth.
C25K may not melt 20 pounds off us in 9 weeks. It won't equip us to run the Boston Marathon. It WILL permit us, with effort on our part to run either 5k or 30 minutes. It will help us find or regain a zest for life we may not have thought possible. I'm already amazed that the use of energy in RUNNING of all things gives me more energy for the rest of my day. That seems so counter-intuitive but it does. I'm interested in eating in a more healthy manner. I'm getting a far better quality of sleep. Life's little ups & downs don't seem as overwhelming.
When I hit the pavement in the morning, I try to open my mind to whatever new experiences that day's session brings. While most are still along the lines of: "If you keep your chin up breathing is easier, ya dimwit!", I still find small moments of utter joy. Earlier in the week I caught a glimpse of an urban fox scuttling through a park. This morning, I raced head to head with a butterfly for about 20 yards. It didn't matter at all that the butterfly won. I met a gentleman who started running on January 2nd of this year. It was his 75th birthday to himself & he told me he's never recieved a more giving present.
We may not be big time, serious runners... yet or ever. But every workout, we're going out there & we're DOING it. We're running for health, we're running for stress releif, for lowered blood pressure, for time alone, we're giving ourselves not one, but a series of marvellous gifts.
And ultimately, nobody can snatch that from us & it's not a gift we should hand back lightly. It's far too valuable.