Hello All,
My name is Jerri and I am married to a wonderful man, Tom. So yes, we are forever more, Tom and Jerri! 
I am 37 years old, a professional, successful woman in my field, generally happy, and 263lbs. The good news is that 3 months ago I was 285 lbs so at least I am going in the right direction. I am a type 2 diabetic, with high blood pressure, and I struggle with depression/anxiety from time to time. (May as well be honest up front, right?!) I genuinely love my life... well, all of it except the obesity. I have struggled, like many of you, since I was a young teenager. I can remember my mother dragging me from one weight loss program meeting, to another, and then another. I think that's when I gave up entirely!
When I was in college, I had several friends who loved (and still love) running. I started one summer running with one. I do remember the feeling of accomplishment that I had when I could run for 30 minutes straight without stopping. I lost weight, got more toned than I'd ever been, and felt genuinely good about myself. But unfortunately, after that summer, I never went back to it. Fast forward 16 years, and here I am. I take 5 prescription meds a day for BP and diabetes. However, last week, I was able to come off of one medicine with my recent weight loss. So, yay, for me!
I live in the greater Philadelphia area, on the NJ side of the bridge. I was wondering if there was anyone on this site that is in this general vicinity? I'd love to have some support, or others to train for a 5K with. I do not generally have self-esteem issues, but I do fear what others might say if they saw *me* running in public! I don't mind walking, or even going to the gym to use the elliptical, but the thought of running "in public" scares the &$#*(@ out of me!! LOL!
I have enjoyed spending time reading pages from this thread this afternoon. It has given me hope and confirmed my motivation for wanting to do this. When I put my mind to do something, I WILL do it come hell or high water! So, let me hear from you, if you have any thoughts about my situation or words of encouragement! I will try my best to answer each and every comment!
Have a lovely evening all!
Jerri
There are times in life when "I can't" becomes a dirty word. For me, that time is now!
I can do anything I set my mind to do.
I am strong beyond my own belief in myself.
I am loved beyond measure and without judgement or expectation by those who truly matter.
To all those who believe in me... Thank you!
To all those who doubt me... Sit back and watch!
To all those who want to join me... let's be friends!